Lean in to Doubt
Here is the audio from the talk I gave Friday January 13th at Corban University.
At their chapel service, I spoke about doubt. I shared some of my story, and talked about what I was learning about the power of "doubt" within the context of our expression of faith.
You can stream it here or download it for later listening.
Here's a few excerpts:
Doubt is not something you do TO your faith, rather it is an integral expression OF your faith.
Much of Christianity gives no room for doubt. It is seen as a betrayal of God. It is feared and to be avoided at all costs.
When we engage with our doubts, when we open up the depths of our souls to the darkness that shadows us in our times of suffering, sorrow and doubt, we then find ourselves in a unique opportunity to participate in the crucifixion.
Something profound happens when we engage with the Divine Absence, when we suffer the Dark Night of the Soul, when we lean in to our doubts and let them fully develop. We find that as we begin to come out of it, after being confronted by the full trauma of doubt and despair, we discover that that which pushed us there no longer has power over us.
I'd love to hear your thoughts in the comments section. Do you agree? Disagree? Why? Have you ever had seasons of doubt? If so, how did you handle it?
In my talk, I reference my "Depression Beard." To see a video where I finally shaved my depression beard, click here.